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[13 Jul 2004|02:01pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

weeeeeeeeeee new journal is DONE.

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meee heeeeeeeeeee!!

nicole rocks my penis!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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with every breath i wish your body would be broken again. [13 Jul 2004|02:45am]
[ mood | hungry ]

i just had phone sex with mila.

LOL yeah mila has been getting into this super cool trend of calling me at like 12 and talking till 1 or 2. =) awww i love her she rocks my body.


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weeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeeee haaaaaaaa ooooooo meeeeeeeee heeeeeeeeeeeee [12 Jul 2004|11:01pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

i just bougt the 2 cooolest things of life.



whatttt nigggaaaaaaaa?!!!!!!!

i bought this too!!!!!!!

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your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother angel i know exactly what goes on [08 Jul 2004|08:46am]
[ mood | dorky ]

so yesterday i was suposed to go watch harry potter once again.
well as you all know 'supposed to' must mean something must have happened to keep us from watching the movie right? yeah something happened all right i didnt get to watch hp yet again.

shannon got pulled over. hahhahahahahahha
crazy ass highway patrol man, talking about preaching the gospel and us speeding, but staying within the speed limit and his kids from sunset and he called himself psycho then psychic and he asked me if i was going crazy. i dont know whats up with highway patrols nowadays.

he was scary scary, well anyways he gave shan a ticket for $115 and 3 points off her license. pretty good eh? well he held us there forever talking shit so we missed the movie. wonderful.

im going at my 3984782374th attempt at watching it today. we will see what happens.

LOL in our travels yesterday, shannon and i did stuff like, drive on the other side of the road for instance. LMAOOO good one shannon. it was a fun experience, as it always is with shannon.

am i the only one all the bad stuff happens with?
hmm.. i would take that as a sign if i were you.

off to work kiddos <333
[aww kiddos. i miss mike!]

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hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens, a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins [06 Jul 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | weird ]

okay so today something weird happened.
i went to target after work with my brother and sister.
everything normal up to there. yes?
ok heres where it gets weird.

im paying and all of a sudden i feel someone touch me
i turn around and it was...

heres the weirder part.
i felt NOTHING.
well maybe something.
i was annoyed.
not in love not sad not happy

so does this mean.
after 5 years..

am i over him?

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my tongue is tied to, a dream of being with you. to settle for less is not what i prefer. [05 Jul 2004|03:22pm]
[ mood | cold ]

as i have already told my dear gumba..
the fourth of july is about the day the pilgrims were on their way here and then had to battle the germans for fireworks using only bbq grills and spatulas and won. and then their ship sank so they swam overe here using flags. thus the bbq firework and flag traditions.

well hmm i had a fun fun day, me and shannon were supopsed to go to the movies, but we both forgot it was the 4th, so we will do that today, maybe tomorrow. the bbq here never happened, michi and mila called and they came and scooped me up NIGGA WHAT?! weeeeeee! we had a HARRY POTTER PARTY! [with onlly one of each thing]

we went in the pool, schauri ralph and only one rene came over. hmmm why the other one didnt join us, i still dont know. maybe hes too cool? LOL i kid nigga, i kid. hahahha ralph threw rene in the pool!

hmm we went and i bought fireworks to explode people and their cars and mailboxes, etc. LOL bad kids we are. how i wanted to blow something up.

went to the country walk fireworks show, awesomeness!! yep, very cool, made me forget all the stuff that was on my mind. those fireworks have mind controling powers i tell you.

christine and matt decided to join us. SUPRISE SUPRISE! hhmmm, all the girls slept over milas, it was fun, we played the truth game, the truth ALWAYS comes out. there were some interesting revalations. LMAO mich.. BUT THATS ALL! LOL loser. went out to the canal to smoke at 3 AM, very interesting. LMAO RALPH I OWE YOU A PACK. yeah, i was supposed to have quit but ralph the llama made me because it was the 4th of THE LIE! LMAo schauri. nice one.

hmm.. well, that was all, very fun day, i didnt expect to do anything, but i did after all! i have to go to work in a few minutes, how gay, yes. work is eating away at my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but it pays me while its doing it.

im hungry so im out niggas. PEACE OUT!

ralph has extra tight hot pantalones. mmmm, i get to borrow them =)

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We're both such magnifacent liars. So crush me baby, im all ears. [03 Jul 2004|10:59pm]
[ mood | i need a shower ]

well my dears, today i once again found myself at work trying to levitate books. i suspect its because i have been reading way too many harry potter books. i hope my manager doesnt seee me because it doesnt look too, well, kosher, swishing a penicil around chanting strange words like, EXPECTO PARTONUS or LUMOS or EXPELLIARMUS. i dunno, i think its normal, but then again, i think radioactive llamas humping spider man in the butt were part of the movie.

i dont understand why my charms and spells arent working. i suspect its because i do them with a thomasville pencil rather than a wand. but i mean cmon, where am i gonna find a wand, wizards dont usually leave them lying around do they? anyways, i hope one day ill be able to leviate something. that would rock.

also i discovered rene is a pregnant dark wizard. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! yeah, he made me sick at the movies. that EVIL man. but still, you gotta love rene.

dammit i wish i werent a muggle.

by the way that was a very serious entry.
im not kidding doorknob suckers.

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loaded words and loaded friends are loaded guns to our heads [02 Jul 2004|07:39am]
[ mood | sore ]

so yesterday i went to watch spidey 2 with michi the rene's tom ellen bobby and some chinese kid.

yeah everything was going okay, until i started getting thiese horrible pains during the movie, then i almost barfed alll over the place. so after the movie i felt a little better, and then it only got worse, michi got me water and took me home. what a gay day.

i came home and i thought i was dying, it was the worse thing EVER. yeah, i fucking suck. i have to be at work at 10, thats the last thing i wanna do today, fucking work. whatever man.

oh by the way, spider man 2 is fucking awesome, yeah just thought you should know. especially the part where he dies, and then m.j.s tears revive him. go watch it.

i made that last part up by the way.

im out <3

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he put a knife to her stomach, wanting to cut it out. [30 Jun 2004|10:32pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hmmm sooo yeah nellie came over yesterday and got the computer. she was here till like 1 or something, cool ass nigger she is.

tomorrow rene comes over and ew have our little adventure
weeeeeeeee should be TONS AND TONS of fun! yayayayaya!

that is all.
llama <33

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[27 Jun 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

SHANNON IS BACKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee [22 Jun 2004|10:18pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

so last night.. well actually, this morning, me and rene had fun times with pics..!
till like... 5 AM LMAOOO wow we rock kid <33 heres a little display!
wendy and rene's adventureCollapse )

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[22 Jun 2004|01:10pm]
[ mood | sad ]

my love
my fish
he died.

billy bob the pacifist.

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i cant breathe... cant breathe. [21 Jun 2004|02:08pm]
[ mood | Choked Up ]

every time i think its safe to breathe.
armando shows up in my life and i choke up once again.
someone please help me understand this logic.

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[19 Jun 2004|10:43pm]
[ mood | Blahh ]

so i was just going throught my old website.
i didnt think someone could change SOOOO much in one year.
i want to do something crazy tonight,..!
oh well
peace out nigga G 5003 homie dawg funk skillet slice!

llama <33

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i just wanna believe.. i just wanna believe.. i just wanna believe in us.! [16 Jun 2004|11:40am]
[ mood | Satisfied ]

omg. best fucking night EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont think i have ever had this much fun in my life.
lets begin...

our story begins with wendy and shannon driving around aimlessley after work. i decide to call up mike cuz mike is always having fun. so it turns out hes in winston park [big suprise], so we were there within like 2 seconds. we meet up with mike and noel and lenny and christine, then we meet up with more people.. mark. eric. this little short annoying kid. squeak and i dont remember who else.

so were there relaxing and the kid eric suddenly goes into this fucking crazy ass i wanna kill the world mood. he called up xavier and was gonna fight him and walked over screaming like a fucking madman while the neighbors were outside like... wtf?! so yeah no one fought which is good.

then we went to the pool side, smoked a bit, good times.. CARLOS GARCIA shows up! wow the best! hes so fucking awesome i didnt think ide ever see him again. anyways were there relaxing and the fucking guy goes into fight mode again and hes screaming like a maniac going crazy as fuck. i told the kid to go to sleep cuz he was fucking crazy. anywho they decided to destroy the pool side so me shannon mike and mark decided to leave cuz the guy was crazy.

so we went to mcdonalds [only thing open at 3 AM].. then we didnt know what to do, so we go chill by some lake and shannon and mike are talking, and someone mentions how cool it would be at the beach, and mike is like LETS GO! and shannon is like YEAH! so we all hop in the car and head over to the beach at 3.30 AM..! fucking crazy assses. we go to the beach and were there forever, i fucking kissed that kid mark and mike wont let me live it down, hes a cool kid though very cool kid. i found out he's gonna be my neighbor so thats cool. so yeah as we were busy making out shannon and mike were getting attacked by sharks and creatures of the night in the water =). we had so much fun! i lost my earring =( everyone helped me look for it for like 10 mins but no luck, anyways we were at the beach till around 6 AM.. PARTY ANIMALS!

we started heading back home and then we dropped off mark and me mike and shannon went to the bakery on kendall by the mcdonalds to get breakfast.. well while we were parked we fell asleep in the parking lot. we woke up and were sweating like fucking pigs. mike was a little delirious cuz he woke up and suddenly hit the gas for no appearant reason, lol funny. we decided to get out of the sun so we went to the WP clubhouse parking lot and slept some more there. weeeee and now i just got home and its like 11:40. wow.. what a DAYYYYYYY! i love mike, he always knows how to come through..! well my dears i need to go shower cuz im all gross and sandy! weeee laters homies!!!!

i just showered.. about 10 million specimen of unknown sea life were in my hair, fucking nasty! oh well, im clean now, and i have to go to work in a half hour.. WOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOO.. [please note. i was being sarcastic] the end.

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Thomasville home furnishing how may i help you? [14 Jun 2004|01:15pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

well i dont have much time to write cuz i have to go to work soon, but...
yeah so ive been working alot, havent been able todo the things i wanna.. BUT
im getting money, so that makes it all better.
alot alot of old guys have hit one me, one of them asked me if i wanted a ride home.. lOl not cool. pretty gross if you asked me. when i was on my break, one of them comes up to me and goes, are you the new girl from thomasville?! i was like.. ermmm, yes. and he was like.. ohhhhii.. blah blah blah, my break was over and he was like, illwalk you over there so youll be safe, and if you ever need anythin im director of security, you know where the office is. man, how sick. well my breakfast is ready,, im out niggaz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[12 Jun 2004|12:26am]
[ mood | Cold ]

today a GROSS delivery truck guy at work was hitting on me.
how wrong is that?! the conversation went on for hours, he told me his whole life story.. it was boringggggggggggg.
heres the freaky part.
he kept telling me how pretty i was and that i looked older than 18 [which is bullshit]. aywho he told me that when 2 people are attracted to eachother, they just need to have fun, no commitment, and that life is better that way. LMAO but he kept like hinting like, that we should get togther. i almost threw up all over him, hes like 38. fucking NASTY.
weee got my first paycheck! 203.50 for 2 days!!!!!! fucken awesome..!
ok well that was my news for the day... LATA NIGGGGGGGGGGGA!
okie dokies. you knew it was coming.
so this CD is fucking depressing so here goes my emo entry.
ok nevermind i need not say what i want to.

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Nothings absoloutley positive, until its absoloutley positivley gone. [10 Jun 2004|09:39pm]
[ mood | Freezinggg ]

lol. im so dramatic.
but you gotta love me =)

wow everyday i fall deeper into this dangerous game.
its so hard when you fall for someone that is forbidden.

i got fucking wasted last night with luis shannon and ricky. seems like whenever im with luis, i get high as fuck. [note to self: luis is a friend to keep around.] Shannon has her physical tomorrow, hopefully there are no drug tests involved. hahahha poor shannon.

i have to go potty.
bye bye

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Thomasville home furnishing how may i help you? [10 Jun 2004|12:57pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

i'm done.
schools done.
its done.

im so pessimistic.
maybe ill be fine and im over exagerating.
maybe im not.
i just DONT know.

Melissa said in her speech that you can only count your true friends in one hand, she couldn't have been more right.

im out of words.

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[07 Jun 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | VERY sad ]

so im talking to Schauri today after our AP gov test and the reality hits me again. i need more friends. my friends are offically gone after Wednesday. All but Nicole and maybe 1 more. this really sucks. [yes, yes nicole, i KNOW you told me so]

plans: me and Schauri are gonna become good buddies since were both going to FIU. we'll do our thing and meet new people and start off fresh, all the while sharing our SECRET loves. oh yes, me and schauri have secret loves. [well schauri's isnt all that secret.] anyways im glad we became close cuz i needed a new friend.

im at work right now, dont ask me why cuz i was supposed to leave at 9, one hour extra on the computer getting paid =).

well my friends one day remains in my childhood, one more day standing between me, and the real world. i have a really bad feeling that the real world is gonna get take me chew me up and spit me out and im gonna go back running to my parents, reminding them that they were right, that im irresponsible and that the real world isnt so easy. or maybe ill be successful. only time will tell.

so it seems like all my entries have looked pretty much the same these past days. sorry guys but its whats going on my head right now. if you dont like it, you can stop reading right now. haha im done anyways!

love you all and ill miss you all

p.s to all the people that have been in my life and are now leaving to college [you know who you all are] im gonna miss you and i thank you all for the good times you have given me and the lessons you have taught. i hope i see you again. and if were in bad terms, let it all erase, i love each and every one of you. goodbye.

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